I hope tomorrow will be better

Posted by on May 25, 2010 at 9:04 pm.

This post will be a bit personal. I hope you don’t mind. You can just scroll down to the pics, I won’t be offended.

I suffer from something called dysthymia. It’s like a depression, just not as intense and for a longer period of time. For me it’s been so long I can’t even remember a time without it. One of my worst symptoms is that I am constantly tired. I can sleep all day and still be able to sleep all night. I have serious problems getting up in the morning, to go up before 11 is HARD. And after going up, I’m so tired I can’t do anything until several hours later. If I manage to stay awake, that is. Anyhow, last year I got to try a new medicine that has worked a little bit on my tiredness and my motivation. But for the last weeks I’ve run out of  my pills, and haven’t had money to buy new ones (no, I didn’t spend all my money on polish, it’s a long story). I hope I will get money tomorrow, if I do I will run to the pharmacy to get my meds. It’s been hell without them. Not only do I sleep all day, my anxiety levels go up and I just want to smash my head against a wall repeatedly. I don’t know why I’m writing this. Just wanted to get some of it off my chest I guess.

Well, OnT: two china glazes.

China Glaze - TMI

TMI. Don’t like this one. Bleh. The colors is just so… I dunno. Not me. I love holos but this one, no. Formula is good though.

China Glaze - Caribbean Blue

Caribbean Blue. This one I like. It’s light blue with silver sparkles. It makes me happy. Happy polishes are good. I think I’m gonna make a post with my “happy” polishes some day.

I have a project this week. It’s called “dont-file-my-nails-until-sunday”. My nails (and my hair) grows really fast. I read on the internet that nails grow about 3 mm a month. Seriously? My nails grows that much in a week. Or at least in two weeks. I file my nails almost every day (since they grow so fast), but I want to see how much longer they’ll be if I don’t. Do you know how much your nails grow in a month?

6 Comments

  • Sminkan says:

    Om mina naglar växte tre milimeter på en månad vore jag glad. Mina växer låååååångsamt. Filar aldrig naglarna om jag inte slagit av en bit så det blir vasst. Är sjukt avundsjuk på alla som har långa naglar.

    Undrar om du vill byta TMI mot något? Vad gillar du för färger? Sitter med några BB Couture jag kan tänka mig att byta bort (Midnight Desire, Opposites Attract och en oanvänd Mariner för jag fick två av misstag) och ett RBL i rött, Killa Red. Kanske har något annat också. Eller du har säkert någon annan att byta med, men alla fall. Om du vill så skicka ett mail. :D

  • Emma says:

    good luck getting your meds. i’d like to see a “happy polishes” post soon! :)

  • KarenD says:

    I’m glad to see in a later entry that you got your meds. :)

    I agree with you; the blue looks better to me than the holo.

  • Arrianne says:

    Depression sucks so bad…I love TMI though.

  • jenny says:

    you are a strong woman, youll be ok. :)

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